Much The Same Gut Shot

These photographs that hang on my wall meant everything

Looking back they all seem like a fading dream

But waking now I know that its just a fallacy

I rub my eyes and face reality



How could I just sit and ignore all the signs

Was it easier to say it was fine?

Now the words are out in the open air

I try to make it right but you dont care

Content to be blind, not to see

Happy to follow, not to lead

But now that Ive regained my sight

I wont be losing sleep tonight



Put up a wall I cant tear down

Theres no reason, you dont have to shut me out

Suddenly it seems that youre too good for me

Remember when we were like family?

Now youve ruined everything



With everything passing day the space between us only grew

Whatever happened to the person I once knew?

And there were time I called you almost every single day

I know youd see my name and put your phone away



Funny how expendable some things can be

Like our friendship and your negativity

You look down your nose at me with such disdain

Youre so much better, "friend," how is the cocaine?

Youre the last that I thought could do this

If you needed blood I would have slit my wrist

Now youd cut me open just for spite

So I wont be losing sleep tonight



It seems that I have been betrayed again

By enemies disguised as friends

Feels like a gut shot that stripped away my breath

And now theres nothing left

And now theres nothing left
[ Gut Shot Lyrics ]